Tomorrow Nick goes back to work.

I am not nervous about being on my own with Ruby, I thought I would be, but I am not. Other than the usual new mother worries, I am gaining in confidence that I know what she wants.

I am sad. Sad that this time we have had is now over. I have loved having Nick here with us. We have not ventured too far from home, we have not done anything the outside world would consider exciting, we have just had two weeks of being together, the three of us. And I have loved it. We will miss him terribly. There will be a Daddy shaped hole in our day.

We love you x