Voiceless
I like to write.
With a real pen and real paper.
I like to create.
When left to my own devices I can write for hours. I admit it is mostly drivel but sometimes there are little things that catch my eye. These are usually poems.
I have been reading over some of them this evening. I am suprised by how cross I appear to be - like little Chester, I sometimes appear to be very, very cwoss indeed!
What makes a good poem? My lovely short haired poet must know. I read poetry, in fact I am a big lover of poetry as many of you are no doubt aware. So how is it I have no idea what makes a good poem, other than at the level the kids are working. I can decide if it scans, if the imagery is mature and effective, I can spot rhythm schemes, rhyme schemes, lack of or use of puncutiation...but why do I not know if what I write when I am inspired is any good? Why am I not brave enough to send it off to publications in the way others are? I wonder if there will ever be a time when I say 'Hey, lovely short haired poet, have a read of this, tell me what you think'
My A Level English LIterature teacher sent hers off. She never told us, yet we apparently inspired some of them. I wish I had known at the time. I wish I could now congratulate her on her success. Our 'debates' over certain texts inspired me more than she will ever know. We had a somewhat tempestuous relationship but she introduced me to the Metaphysicals, to Margaret Atwood, to the idea that I could achieve whatever I wanted.

Comments
Oops, in deleting rogue posts, I have deleted some comments
Here is the one from Mr Kris:
hi...soulful/doleful post ffed_up 28 meds a day greetings and felcitaions from downtownballhill !%>)here in the dimension of chemi/pain/islolation life is somewhat tetchy...doh...and losing to blackburn, in the way we did is unforgiveable...I wonder how the group dynamic/team forging is done at veryold trafford...???creating for me has been about engaging heartsandfeet (fordjiing)or eyes and b4 brain then magic can happen...that's all I know really...then light/space//heat/cold continuums can continue to grow...thefoolonballhill!%>)
Posted by: kary | February 3, 2006 2:04 PM